What i'm thinking

I really appreciate all the happiness and tenderness he brought last few weeks. it's been a long time that my heart beating so fast for someone.

But It is not a good sign, we all know the end of the chapter, in the end my heart break into pieces if i don't control myself; and i will lock myself at home, calling friend and crying over the phone till im totally dehydrated; life still goes on, and i will be back to the track anyway.

I'm totally lost now.